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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/03/fucked-up-world.html
Out of the Shithole! Fighting A Losing Battle. The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Monday, March 19, 2012 @ 8:43:00 AM. Fucking criminal. I hope you rot in hell. Because that's where u belong.
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/08/huh.html
A New Start, to a NEW Life. Out of the Shithole! Fighting A Losing Battle. The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Wednesday, August 08, 2012 @ 12:38:00 AM. It seems I've walked into a tunnel of darkness, hoping some day I would somehow reach the end. Thoughts rushing through my head, like wind whistling through the pages of a book. My vision is blurred. Yet, what blur is there when darkness is all that's ahead. Have I forgotten the world outside? What is it like now? Am I at a crossroad?
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/03/and-so-final-slap-in-face-to-tell-me-to.html
Out of the Shithole! Fighting A Losing Battle. The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Tuesday, March 27, 2012 @ 11:58:00 PM. And so, a final slap in the face to tell me to move on. It was the biggest joke of the century. All the promises and anticipation was lost when the dreaded rumor was confirmed. I should have known. Doubts, suspicion and denial. Rumors were confirmed. Betrayal and broken promises. The final straw, a breakup has been decided.
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/02/square-one.html
Out of the Shithole! Fighting A Losing Battle. The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Tuesday, February 28, 2012 @ 10:21:00 AM. The light ahead of the tunnel dims. I'm back to square one. A decision I know I will regret, but more regrets if I had jumped in? Back to shithole with the rock in my heart.
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/04/new-start-to-new-life.html
Out of the Shithole! Fighting A Losing Battle. The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Monday, April 30, 2012 @ 1:31:00 AM. A New Start, to a NEW Life. I haven't been the most productive, or the most eager the past weeks. I haven been trying to drain the anger and frustration, but it isn't working very well. I guess the anger has been brewing inside for such a long time that it has become a habit. Note to self " Take a deep breath and throw away the angry thoughts.
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/02/out-of-shithole.html
Fighting A Losing Battle. The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Friday, February 24, 2012 @ 8:09:00 AM. Out of the Shithole! In an unexpected turn of events, I am finally going to be released from this torture. My months of complaining, whining, anger and desperation will soon become a thing of the past. I never thought how relieved I would feel, being able to say goodbye to this horrid place. After the joy, anxiousness fills in. What is lying ahead of me, will I be happier?
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/02/fighting-losing-battle.html
The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Unhealthy to the Maximum. Tuesday, February 07, 2012 @ 7:12:00 PM. Fighting A Losing Battle. Everyday, we are fighting a losing battle. We are like soldiers going to war without strategies, without weapons and most importantly, without a leader. Regardless soldier or not, we need to be respected, yet something of this simplicity cannot be attained. Likewise, He has lost every drip of respect I had for him.
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2012/11/why-hello-again-world.html
A New Start, to a NEW Life. Out of the Shithole! Fighting A Losing Battle. The Little Volcano Inside of Me. Cause I Have No Words. Monday, November 05, 2012 @ 12:20:00 AM. Why, Hello Again, World. And so, I brushed the dust off my shoulders and jumped into the pool. Not the ocean, let's leave that for another time. This pool is rather comforting, I may float in it for awhile. Not forgetting my ocean, which I hope I will return to it someday.
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[ladedoo] Version 11 Rilakkuma
http://ladedoo.blogspot.com/2013/10/the-game-of-life.html
Why, Hello Again, World. A New Start, to a NEW Life. Out of the Shithole! Fighting A Losing Battle. Wednesday, October 09, 2013 @ 10:05:00 PM. The Game of Life. Love, life, freedom. The three words that hold the deepest meaning to me. So significant that it's imprinted on me. Literally. How I wish to love, to be loved. How I want to live life, the way life should be lived. How I love to be free, free of earthly troubles. Oh, how could I have gone against my beliefs.