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Today Has Been Okay: February 2014
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Wednesday, February 26, 2014. The Shape Of My Heart. Perhaps it wasn't even fire or air. Maybe it was just the absence of rain. But one day I woke up and it had all stopped hurting. Whatever it was. Maybe the nerve endings had died. I didn't know anything anymore. But you see I have to go and fix myself. I have to fix what you subconsciously broke. I can't take y...And n...
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Today Has Been Okay: January 2014
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Sunday, January 26, 2014. Its Time To Say Goodbye.Maybe. I will always be a street away from that happiness that was so called mine. I will always be behind the wrong side of the fence. I think I've lost my chance. And why did you let go? But I want to tell my story. I think its time. But no one is listening and it seems like I have lost you as well. So I chose heartache.
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Today Has Been Okay: May 2015
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Saturday, May 30, 2015. The Half Truth In These Lies. Maybe I will tell you jokes and divert your attention. That's how I am. Maybe the sad truth is that I am scared and have started to feel really nervous. Right now at this moment, at 4:30 am in this lonely hotel room in the highest capital of Europe.I'm probably scared than ever. I was born wounded and I will die aching.
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Today Has Been Okay: One Day You Will Read This
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Sunday, September 14, 2014. One Day You Will Read This. I've been wondering if I should start screaming now. Will I out-do life? Will I surrender before my time? Because I need to scream. This pain is too unbearable. The anxiety is never ending. I used to think that if I opened up then it would stop hurting as much. I've now realized that I did open up. I told my...I don...
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Today Has Been Okay: Home Of The Blues
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Wednesday, March 19, 2014. Home Of The Blues. But there is one thing I want to confess today. these so called prisons in my mind are not actually prisons. These are some beautiful designs of disaster. I can't explain the difference so kindly do not ask. I would ask for two things when I die. A) I'd request God to send me back for a second chance because I would like ...
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Today Has Been Okay: May 2013
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Monday, May 20, 2013. I Won't Say It. Something died in me today. It was rather strange. Come to think of it they didn't diagnose me with terminal cancer. It was someone else. It was their problem. Not mine. I'm not going to die so what died in me today? Why are we so selfish when it comes to our sadness and sorrow? I saw the world come crashing down today. Like I sa...
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Today Has Been Okay: September 2014
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Sunday, September 14, 2014. One Day You Will Read This. I've been wondering if I should start screaming now. Will I out-do life? Will I surrender before my time? Because I need to scream. This pain is too unbearable. The anxiety is never ending. I used to think that if I opened up then it would stop hurting as much. I've now realized that I did open up. I told my...I don...
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Today Has Been Okay: March 2014
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Wednesday, March 19, 2014. Home Of The Blues. But there is one thing I want to confess today. these so called prisons in my mind are not actually prisons. These are some beautiful designs of disaster. I can't explain the difference so kindly do not ask. I would ask for two things when I die. A) I'd request God to send me back for a second chance because I would like ...
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Today Has Been Okay: I Shall Remain Silent
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Thursday, April 16, 2015. I Shall Remain Silent. Maybe its time. Maybe you should know as to why I've been away. Or maybe you're just not ready to face the truth. Perhaps the same could be said about me but oh well. Let's leave semantics for some other day. But as promised. I should fill this void with words. That's all I've got anyway. But what could I possibly say now?
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Today Has Been Okay: April 2013
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Today Has Been Okay. 8220;I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda. Monday, April 22, 2013. The Monk Who Had It All. In that deepest despair I once knew so well. And when the spring arrived I lost my child. So I buried her on top of a deserted grave. A Monk nearby, to himself he just smiled. He could read my not so transparent eyes. Silence prevailed all around him and I. Nothing except it was his greatest lie. Monday, April 15, 2013.