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dEvaSTaTiNg: October 2010
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MY word,MY Weapons. Saturday, October 23, 2010. When you lose someone you cared about. You don't know what to do but sit around and pout. And when someone asks you "are you okay" you say your fine but all you wanna do it shout. You just keep telling yourself that you’re strong. Even though you know you’re wrong. So know you sit here wondering where you belong. You make it look easy with your grin. But underneath all the skin. Is where all your emotions are hidden. You think that their forbidden to show.
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dEvaSTaTiNg: MY FUNNY Valentine
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MY word,MY Weapons. Thursday, May 24, 2012. You are my funny valentine.stupid, idiot valentine. Standing in middle of busy road giving a foolish smile.lemme kiss you.you rrrrr my funny valentine.you make me smile.you made live those awesome times.yeah…happy times.you are.you are mine.you are my funny valentine! I have been here for long….so long! I am big Fan of experiences. Though u r not.which make me low. Thank god at last u got my point of view and after a week you finally sung those 3 words leaving ...
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dEvaSTaTiNg: April 2011
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MY word,MY Weapons. Friday, April 29, 2011. I know it's been a minute but I been living in your dust still. Wishing you would turn around and pick me up cuz I don't have enough will. My cup filling up but someone put a hole in the bottom. And I'm holding onto hope that I can float to the top. And no one got a path quite like mine. If I dim the light around me then my light might shine. A little brighter, at least appear that it does. And I'm coming to the point where push is nearing to shove. No one ever...
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dEvaSTaTiNg: September 2010
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MY word,MY Weapons. Sunday, September 26, 2010. Talking To The Moon. I know you're somewhere out there. I want you back. I want you back. But they don't understand. You're all I have. You're all I have. At night when the stars. Light up my room. I sit by myself. Talking to the Moon. Try to get to You. In hopes you're on. Talking to me too. Or am I a fool. Talking to the moon. I'm feeling like I'm famous. The talk of the town. But they don't know. At night when the stars. Light up my room. I sit by myself.
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dEvaSTaTiNg: May 2011
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MY word,MY Weapons. Sunday, May 15, 2011. Been a minut together! Its been a minute since we been official, i think its beneficial. For the both of us if we over but we pretend our issues. Are nonexistant, its hard to miss em, we blind though. We fallen victim, your heart is prison to my soul. But now i'm breaking free, you on some other shit. Fucking with my bliss because you need someone to suffer with. I know i said this shit a million other times. Love is blind.i'm ignoring the truth. Throwing wood on...
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dEvaSTaTiNg: REal ThiNg..
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MY word,MY Weapons. Thursday, April 28, 2011. See i never thought i could be this happy, before back days everything was badly. Everythig went so wrong, i wanted to be strong just like king-kong. Im sitting here writting this song, just keep fake smiling all nightlong. The pain in my chest its getting bigger, harder, stronger. Its like to get a hard, strong punch from a boxer. Im gonna open my eyes to the real world. And stop living a big lie and just try. Its gonna be alright. Dont stop belive tonight.
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dEvaSTaTiNg: November 2010
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MY word,MY Weapons. Thursday, November 25, 2010. This day gonna b d 2nd f* *in day of ma lyf. Having fever,messed with my colleagues.getting scolded frm home with no reason.messed my studies.walking whole night alone and got caught by cops,daring to leave this hell but the thought of my both sis weakens me.still breathing though its getting hard to breathe in here. Is everybody only knows how to exploit others.its almost been 22yrs of my life and I've been working hard,still m unsuccessful . but ...I jus...
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dEvaSTaTiNg: July 2011
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MY word,MY Weapons. Thursday, July 7, 2011. U MusT UnDerSTAnd THIS. You hold the answers deep within your own mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us. To entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there.". The pain that grips you. The fear that binds you. Releases life in me. To blind them from the truth. That finds a way from who we are. Please don't be afraid. Because I'm...
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dEvaSTaTiNg: December 2010
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MY word,MY Weapons. Monday, December 13, 2010. I live on a page. Fenced in by margins. Words tell my story. In rows and columns. Dark print text reflects. How I feel today. Each word is a vessel. An essence a message. Is not just Straight Edge. The line may be skewed. All night I wander. From room to room. Desk to bed to floor. Roll from belly to back. Eyes close, open, and blink. But still I could not think. With chaos comes calm. I see blighted air. Or is it Dust that roams? Particles of fine powder.