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Surprising Myself | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. Back to Day One →. July 13, 2015. With myself, and having a good time. I could have wept with relief. THIS is actually possible. So, I survived. It’s now officially 18 days and for the first time I feel like I can really, really do this. I accept the fact that I know I may have cravings or urges…but now I know that I can get past them and I can fight through them. This entry was posted in Sobriety. Back to Day One →. July 13, 2015 at 10:04 pm.
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June | 2015 | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. Monthly Archives: June 2015. June 30, 2015. I attended a seminar in Chicago this past weekend so was off work on Monday. I got home around 2pm and was a little worried that I would be triggered to drink since I had nothing going on the rest … Continue reading →. June 22, 2015. June 17, 2015. June 11, 2015. Snakes, Regret and Frenemies. June 9, 2015. I’m struggling today. This week’s exercises with my coach revolve around self-lo...June 8, 2015.
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Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. Surprising Myself →. July 6, 2015. That’s how it feels. I’m angry that when I tell people I struggle with alcohol, the first question that they ask is if I’m an alcoholic. Who cares? What if I say “Yes”? What if I say “No”? Does that change anything? Does that change how you react to me? Why can’t I say that I’m uncomfortable with the relationship I have with alcohol without labeling myself? Sorry that this is all over the place and random.
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Challenge Accepted | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. July 24, 2015. It’s about transformation…being actively involved in the destruction of your old self and the re-birth of your new self. While I appreciate the message, it isn’t what I continually go back to and re-read. Believing that I actually. This entry was posted in Sobriety. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). Is this all there is? Writing...
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Back to Day One | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. The Letter →. Back to Day One. July 16, 2015. The rest of the story is history. I drank all of the vodka, too much, and passed out on the couch. Why did I think the night would go any different? You are normal now! You can have that drink and stop at 2! 8221; It’s like I have an evil twin playing a joke on me. This entry was posted in Sobriety. The Letter →. Back to Day One. July 19, 2015 at 9:57 pm. July 20, 2015 at 1:03 pm. You are normal now!
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The Letter | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. Back to Day One. Challenge Accepted →. July 21, 2015. To the 5 year old girl with light blonde hair –. You don’t know me yet, but one day you will. One day I will take you into my arms and hold you and you may struggle at first and try to get out of my embrace, but I will hug you so tightly, and you will know that it is ok; that you are loved. Your wiser, enlightened, loving, future self. This entry was posted in Sobriety. Back to Day One.
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August | 2015 | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. Monthly Archives: August 2015. Nice to Meet You. August 31, 2015. One of the great joys I have experienced over the last few months is the process of discovering myself. I’ve always felt that I didn’t have a true personality. Whenever anyone asked me to describe myself, I would stutter. Unless … Continue reading →. August 25, 2015. August 13, 2015. August 3, 2015. Is this all there is? Rugs in the Way. Learning to Live Freely. The Empty 12 Pack.
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Remembering | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. August 3, 2015. 8221; And always…. 8211; the answer is YES. I want to wake up each morning peacefully and naturally, full of energy for the day. I want to relish in the feeling of waking up an hour early and being able to enjoy my coffee slowly while watching the news. I want to feel powerful and accomplished for finishing my morning yoga and meditation. To that life, that life I so desperately want. I want to remember that I want this. Wow ...
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July | 2015 | Turning a Page on Alcohol
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. Monthly Archives: July 2015. July 24, 2015. My coach sends me links to blogs, podcasts, articles, book reviews, etc on a daily basis. At first I felt it was information overload, but now I’m understanding more why she does it. Some stick, and some don’t. What works … Continue reading →. July 21, 2015. Back to Day One. July 16, 2015. July 13, 2015. July 6, 2015. Is this all there is? Rugs in the Way. Learning to Live Freely. The Empty 12 Pack.
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Turning a Page on Alcohol | Writing, reading and remembering | Page 2
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Turning a Page on Alcohol. Writing, reading and remembering. Newer posts →. October 27, 2015. I think that drinking is officially ruined for me. Even if I can learn how to moderate it, the experience will never be the same. Some part of me will always feel guilty or wrong for picking up the glass. I will always be thinking to myself “am I controlling myself…am I moderating? Today is What Matters. October 8, 2015. No one really cares that much anyway.”. Four months in and I can honestly say I’ve sil...