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Out There: September 2013
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Friday, September 20, 2013. I love this song by Plumb. I've prayed these words many times in my life. Sunday, September 15, 2013. Most of my week is spent living at my place of employment. There is a house there in which I live, and have made quite cozy. But on my days off, I return to my real home which I share with my roommate and her three grown children. I've said many times in my life that I can't imagine anything that could pull me a...
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Out There: April 2015
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Sunday, April 12, 2015. I Need Him Too. This video speaks to my heart and reflects my own feelings. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. I am Mitch Mayne. I am an openly gay, active Latter-day Saint. Why Mormons March in LGBT Pride. Goodbye 2015, Goodbye Blog. My new, non-anonymous blog. The Space Between 2 Ears. The Wanderings and Delusions of a Gay Mormon Boy. Fall 2011 Preview: Monday. I Need Him Too.
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Out There: I Need Him Too
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Sunday, April 12, 2015. I Need Him Too. This video speaks to my heart and reflects my own feelings. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. I am Mitch Mayne. I am an openly gay, active Latter-day Saint. Why Mormons March in LGBT Pride. Goodbye 2015, Goodbye Blog. My new, non-anonymous blog. The Space Between 2 Ears. The Wanderings and Delusions of a Gay Mormon Boy. Fall 2011 Preview: Monday. I Need Him Too.
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Out There: October 2013
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Thursday, October 31, 2013. I'm Okay. Really. The last couple of posts, especially the most recent one, maybe made it sound like I was really, really struggling. That's not entirely true. I shared that last post, I guess, as an example of how difficult this issue of living as a gay Mormon can be. This is a complex issue. And any decisions that are made, are made within the realm of that complexity. Monday, October 28, 2013. I'd like to ign...
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Out There: November 2014
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Wednesday, November 5, 2014. The past several days I have been experiencing an existential crisis. Truly. It was so convoluted that it was making me crazy. At times, I was so full of despair that I couldn't think of any way out except ending my life. My entire life I’ve based my worth and other’s ability to love me on how well I was living up to their expectations. If I felt any kind of disappointment from them, it would wr...And He let me...
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Out There: Disciplinary Council
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Sunday, May 17, 2015. The night Kim and I returned home from our honeymoon, the Bishop stopped by with a letter inviting me to a disciplinary council the following day. This wasn't unexpected. I knew it was coming. So I jotted some thoughts down to share during the council. What does the hand-book say? If my situation does not fall under one of the " shall be. Leaders of the Church are calling people to "come back", "we need you", "we want...
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Out There: Christ-like Love
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Wednesday, November 5, 2014. The past several days I have been experiencing an existential crisis. Truly. It was so convoluted that it was making me crazy. At times, I was so full of despair that I couldn't think of any way out except ending my life. My entire life I’ve based my worth and other’s ability to love me on how well I was living up to their expectations. If I felt any kind of disappointment from them, it would wr...And He let me...
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Out There: Less of Me
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Tuesday, May 19, 2015. My meeting on Sunday with the Bishopric has come and gone. It went about as expected. The Bishopric sat and listened as I read them my thoughts. When I was finished, they sat quietly and considered for a good three or four minutes before asking just four questions. All regarding the Law of Chastity, Temple covenants, and my intentions going forward. Ultimately, the decision was excommunication.My heart is broken.
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Out There: July 2015
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Monday, July 27, 2015. Initially put to paper July 8, 2015). I know I need to write. I just don't know that I have the words for it. I feel deep loss. I have been depressed for the past 3 or 4 weeks. I was doing fairly well for about a month after my excommunication, but then I began to feel myself sinking into a place of hurt. Soul loss. I don't know how to hang onto the good, and let go of the hurtful. What do I want from me? This blog w...
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Out There: November 2013
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Sharing part of my journey as I work through the puzzles of life. Friday, November 29, 2013. Today I finished reading " No More Goodbyes. By Carol Lynn Pearson. Since I first opened this book and began reading, I've been filled with so many thoughts, feelings, impressions, emotions. Most of which I will probably never have adequate words to be able to express. I knew that my purpose for being on this earth was not to be shut down emotionally, physically, and spiritually as I had been, but to be fully pre...