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Submissive Sanctuary: That's Us
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. Sunday, May 17, 2015. I wandered into the bedroom last night to find Alpha watching TV on the computer. When I asked what he was watching, he said, "look at these people, this is the story of our life! I had my doubts until one woman was talking about a new set of hurdles for their business, and she said, "It's okay, I don't sleep anyways. Ever! Fight f...
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Submissive Sanctuary: Stranger in My Own Skin
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. Sunday, July 19, 2015. Stranger in My Own Skin. I come here to flip through the pages of my past. Like a stranger in a strange world. A stranger in my own skin. A stranger to my own words. I come here to gaze at the memories of who I was. To scratch the itch of remembering where I came from. Like a stranger in my own pages. Living a life of fantasy.
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Submissive Sanctuary: Alive
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. Sunday, August 9, 2015. In my dreams, is where I find myself feeling truly alive. I dreamed last night. I dreamed that my home was gone. Nowhere to run back to. It was terrible and sad. I slipped momentarily into this conciousness we call waking life. Feeling tears sliding down my cheeks. I dreamed about libraries and beautiful mysterious creatures.
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Submissive Sanctuary: In the Light of Day
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. Saturday, June 13, 2015. In the Light of Day. I had dream last night.Honestly, I don't even remember it, but I remember the feeling. A feeling that I can't seem to feel anymore. There's a hollow place where it once took up so much of my being. Yes, we are a team. An apparently professional and competent duo who have been fortunate enough to find the...
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Submissive Sanctuary: Ask a Question
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. I created this page for those who have questions and would like to see their questions addressed in a post on the blog. I think that people often don't want to leave unrelated questions on posts, and are sometimes just not comfortable emailing them. So, please consider the comments section of this page all yours for any questions you would like to ask.
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Submissive Sanctuary: I Need You to Hit me
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. Saturday, September 1, 2012. I Need You to Hit me. No not you. Sheesh, how twisted do you think I am? I used to feel like the slap was a bad thing. It's kind of derogatory, it's not nice to hit people, and men shouldn't smack their wives around. My view, while situation dependent, has changed quite a lot. And then it started creeping out of the bedroom.
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Submissive Sanctuary: Accepting the Darkness Within
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. Thursday, January 31, 2013. Accepting the Darkness Within. That pesky drafts folder was piling up again. For me, one of the beautiful things about D/s is being accepted for the darkness. He loves the light and shine. Having someone peer into the darkest depths of your being, then continue to love and accept all that you are is.Freeing. But without darkn...
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Submissive Sanctuary: Ramblings of the Most Boring Kind
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. Sunday, July 5, 2015. Ramblings of the Most Boring Kind. Has is really been more than two weeks since I last came here to ramble? I have been waking up with a case of the funks lately. Well, for the few minutes I have to think about those funks anyways. Did I mention that I miss you? Life is not bad here. YetIt's still not "my" life. Odd feeling, that.
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Submissive Sanctuary: Our Story
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Just me exploring what it means to be something to him that the world does not understand in this experience we call life. Thoughts for the D/s Beginner. After I went to him, after the breakup when everything was dark, I don't remember the words said, just that I was wearing Alpha's jacket, the light was golden, and he brushed the hair back from my face. Exactly like he has done almost every day since. I was 15 years old. Around year 7,we hit a really bad patch. After a while, I discovered that I needed.
