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this new outlook: August 2008
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. I have a lot to blog about. Though i haven't found the right moments,. Lately no hours of solitude to ponder my thoughts thoroughly. Just a lot of living and sharing. When you're sick of everyone and miss people you've never even met. I thought about different things. I think what's making me hesitant to commit to certain conversations with the people i do. Not without saying i don't find the...
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this new outlook: May 2008
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. With a nice little night cap flowing through my sleepy body now). I have the scene played out moment by moment in my head. That is how i want it done. consciousness present, but rationality halfway there. i'll blow kisses to plants and lamps. my acute clumsiness projecting my sincerest apologies for nothing more than an alteration with the positioning of the coffee table. Oh yeah. when yo...
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this new outlook: November 2007
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. Goodbye yellow brick road. And what does this all mean to me? I've come to the realization that i'm partial to the members of my family. extended family included. no matter what kind of shit goes down. yes i'm pretty fucking family oriented indeed. Full on synopsis of birthday week coming soon. shall be gargantuan. There's a lot that i need to say. And how thursday is coming up real soon.
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this new outlook: January 2008
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. American studies incident #2. Requirement: fill in the blanks. 1 the best thing about being a female is/ would be. 2 the best thing about being a male is/ would be. Apparently many of the girls believed that "peeing standing up" would be the best thing about being a guy. Another instance from a guy's perspective. Males are. horny. Females. aren't horny enough. Here again, gone tomorrow. How d...
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this new outlook: March 2008
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. What we thought wouldn't happen, just became. Sobs escaped her broken voice to me as i hadn't the courage to look her in the face. she was sobbing for us, though her personal despair was apparent. and though my face was hidden under unkempt hair of carelessness from what was happening, i knew she knew i was sobbing for her too. and for the rest of us. How do i know this? I never expected it t...
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this new outlook: September 2008
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. I just don't understand the concept. Of knowing you're in a shitty relationship, but sticking it out until "something better comes along." why must there be an issue with detachment? How did people become complacent with such a lifestyle and when did they start to become afraid of being alone/independent? At home is where i find my thoughts. Though what do i mean when i say 'home'? I'm findin...
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this new outlook: February 2009
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. This time i feel it to be different. Earlier today i was bombarded with the gesture and slight motivation to finally do something i should have done a while ago. i've learned that i live a lot of my life in fear and the situation at the heat of this was moved by that very thing. I feel like the the proverbial wheels are turning. in my head and in life. On the list of things to work on. SSD: s...
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this new outlook: April 2009
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. It always shakes and amazes me how people create their art and the amount of heart that goes into them. With a new album due out, i've been catching up on things M&D. say what you want but i will fully attest to being a fan, just don't place me alongside the jansport wearing high school scene/emo kids that follow them to every show. I mean most of these. I'm not sure if i condone emotionalism...
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this new outlook: December 2007
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The necessity of taking things lightly [2008]. A product of bittersweet disillusion. An aesthete since first sun. I don't have time lately to write essay long blogs on my feelings let alone my thoughts and perceptions of the world but i do feel the need, despite/given my time restraints, to acknowledge certain things. Things like common and alicia keys's duo music video collabo. dude like are they together or something now like like like what is the deal like. Akeys- like you'll never see me again. Then ...