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Metathriving: May 2014
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Diagnosed at 39 with Stage IV IDC breast cancer, grade 2, metastatic to the liver, and ER/PR and Her2-negative. View my complete profile. Wednesday, May 21, 2014. Deep Thinky Thoughts™. A part of me is afraid my care team will give up on me, though, and reading articles that encourage doctors to think about offering hospice care instead of treatment makes me panic. My onc has promised me he'll fight with me on this, and I have no reason to doubt him, but I'm still scared of being told "We think that ...
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Metathriving: October 5: What Is Breast Cancer?
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Diagnosed at 39 with Stage IV IDC breast cancer, grade 2, metastatic to the liver, and ER/PR and Her2-negative. View my complete profile. Sunday, October 5, 2014. October 5: What Is Breast Cancer? Breast Cancer is a huge umbrella that covers so many different types and variations, all of which can impact treatment and prognosis. Paget's Disease of the Nipple. Is a rare form of breast cancer, accounting for just 1% of all breast cancer cases. It begins in the ducts and spreads to the skin of the nippl...
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Changing Times: Merry Christmas to my world!
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Thursday, December 22, 2011. Merry Christmas to my world! I’d like to say that this Christmas message is simply my way of being green but that would be pushing the boundaries of honesty! My oncologist however gave me a month off treatment for a Christmas present – best present ever! So on Dec 24th I will head off to Palm Desert for a couple of weeks of mindless R and R. Yes I am perfect. I got away for two retreats this year &...
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Changing Times: November 2011
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Sunday, November 6, 2011. Back from the edge. Despite my best intention to write thru my latest meltdown every time I sat down to write I couldn't get any words to flow. Lack of concentration, lack of motivation, an abundance of apathy and general malaise! Too much thinking time. Not coping very well at all. I did get out of the house to get some radiation on my hip - that was the highlight. How do people do that anyway? I sho...
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Changing Times: December 2010
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Friday, December 31, 2010. For the love of Jeanne. And funny. we shared the same unbalanced sense of humour! So many laughs and quite a few routines Jeanne and I. and of course Jeanne in her own right. And let's not forget how she loved to dance. and dance. and dance. Links to this post. Saturday, December 11, 2010. A Gift to Me. Http:/ www.worldvision.ca/. So the gift to myself this year is John Paul Tuyizere from Rwanda - my...
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Changing Times: February 2012
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Saturday, February 25, 2012. Lying in bed trying to sleep but my mind is all over the place. I've reached a milestone this week and find it amusing, amazing and extraordinary. And I remember. Not really my childhood years. for they were not the ideal of times. but in fact those years were the blueprint of the life I would lead. And so I remember. Links to this post. Sunday, February 19, 2012. Links to this post. Subscribe to: ...
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Changing Times: October 2011
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Thursday, October 13, 2011. Yesterday was time for my monthly pamidronate treatment and I think I may have appeared just a little smug when I waltzed into the treatment room. After our good mornings Nurse T. said 'well let's get that arm warmed up' and I, after puffing out my chest a bit replied ' I don't need to today - I got myself a portacath! Like a child who wants to show off their new toy! Cuz I'm already attached to her!
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Changing Times: March 2011
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Saturday, March 26, 2011. Just write - anything - something - get started, the words will come. I've been saying that to myself for days and days now. The longer I don't blog the harder it is to get back to it. So who knows how today's blog will read! Wait he can't be - that makes me how old? Very special was attending the wedding of my 'Paula-baby' and her chosen one - Darian. I'm sitting here smiling as I recall one of t...
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Changing Times: February 2011
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Sunday, February 27, 2011. Checking In and Catching Up. It should be spring here in BC but yesterday a dump of snow - well not really a 'dump' compared to most of our country but enough to make those little crocus and daffodil sprouts cover their heads. At least this means it will warm up now. and I'm ready for that. Stay well my friends. Links to this post. Tuesday, February 8, 2011. Rest easy my friend - I miss you already.
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Changing Times: I remember...
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I try to take one day at a time. but sometimes several days attack me at once. Saturday, February 25, 2012. Lying in bed trying to sleep but my mind is all over the place. I've reached a milestone this week and find it amusing, amazing and extraordinary. And I remember. Not really my childhood years. for they were not the ideal of times. but in fact those years were the blueprint of the life I would lead. And so I remember. February 25, 2012 at 2:37 AM. March 1, 2012 at 9:28 AM. Humor, wine, music, food ...