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Monday, April 30, 2007. I cannot find a way to describe this. All i do is hide. I wish that it would just go away. What would you do;you do if you knew, what would you do. All the pain i thought i knew. All the thoughts lead back to you. Back to what was never said. Back and forth inside my head. I can't handle this confusion. I'm unable, come and take me away. I feel like i am all alone. I need to get around this. My words are cold. I don't want them to hurt you. If i show you. Cause no one understands.
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007. The guitar lesson was quite ok, really excited just now. He gave me homework, to practice c,am,dm and a few more. So i can switch the notes really quickly. Music really needs a lot of practices and patience.Its because the more i rush the more i can't stumble. I think he's really a good teacher. Heres his website if you guys wanna get a private guitar/keyboard tutor,. He basically teaches everything.like. It seems like i'm advertising. ha! I'm kinda lazy to do my vb now. 3 year...
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Sunday, September 23, 2007. Noone actually plan my birthday for me except for Alvin. I have to do it all by myself, and i have to wait for replies, confirmations, and some even ignore my sms. i know i'm not that important, but at least give me a reply, if really can't make it, just tell me. Aiya maybe my birthday is just another day la. Thanks baby for the plannings, though i don't know what is it, but i really appreciate everything you've done. This is so strange. Saturday, September 22, 2007. Tom and T...
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Sunday, August 26, 2007. Was there at Gin's birthday, the night was really great, watching some lame movie on channel 5, card game which i really suck in and i didn't sleep . Was up till the morning. Didn't really sleep much, but i don't feel sleepy at all, just felt heavy thats all. Was waken up, and i dragged myself to the room to rest, but nope, i still can't sleep at all. Oh and sorry if i snored.was really really tired. So much for friday. Especially when they pop. But its really pretty. Pissed ppl ...
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007. Ironic feelings i have. Glad to step back in school, meeting friends, laughter and something to occupy my day. Unfortunately.felt really stress.thinking about days i won't be able to spend with him makes me feel kinda down. Waiting for my turn to present as i'm like having presentation right now. Kinda nervous.its weird.i'm having presentations like all the time, but i'm still having cold fingers and feet. Just get on with it. This is so strange. Friday, June 22, 2007. I know its ...
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Sunday, February 25, 2007. Studying on a sunday. Kinda tired though.rested in between, watching gokusen again. Didn't really open my mouth to talk for the whole day.ha! Obviously no one to talk to.became a little emo after that, sitting at a corner.thinking about some rubbish.not really rubbish.but stuff just run through my stupid peabrain. Alright alright alright.i guess its called stoning! Wondering what is lynn and steph doing. Wondering are we still meeting up to study and stuff. Thats the 1st time!
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Saturday, March 31, 2007. Out with dad and mum to waraku today. Then bought a dvd recorder. Then to upper cross street for desserts. Thenme and my cup noodles. Was a boring day except for the out with dad and mum part. Nothing much for today's post though. I kinda hate friday already. Cos it leaves me lotsa space to ponder and think. Don't ask me what i am doing.cos its basically nothing. I think curfews is spoiling both my friendship and my relationship. I can't do anything right. This is so strange.
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Thursday, July 19, 2007. I can't believe my thursday could be so nice. A nice stroll back home, a perfect tea session. I think i'm really addicted to those pacific crab salad at my school's canteen as in the one call surf deck or something(forgot already). Had it like so many times.the egg salad too. So hungry still.haven't had much. Stupid indian lady interrupt us! The playground doesn't belong to her and her kid! Its a public playground. But oh well.its still really sweet, like seriously. But what abou...