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OK That’s It | Am I Still Ill?
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Am I Still Ill? When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…. OK That’s It. April 26, 2015. I’m just done with this drug, and not very impressed at the great minds that dreamt it up. Surely with all their knowledge and funds they can do better than market such a potentially damaging and debilitating substance? All is not lost though. I don’t feel too downhearted. Just looking forward to a relief from these hideous side effects. Search for the miracle drug or combo continues! Back From The Dead.
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Beka Smith- artist: February 2012
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Fine Art, Portraiture, Illustration, Design, Graphics. Marquis' acrylic on board. This is a portrait of another dear friend. I named him Marquis years ago and the title seems to have stuck. He was involved in the exhibiti. Portraits from the 'Stories' exhibition. I thought id put all my new portraits which were part of the Stories exhibition up on here as its been a while. I reall. Dr Leslie Wayper brings in some more PR. Katie' acrylic on board. Stories' exhibition as part of Folkestone Book Festival.
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How Depressing | Am I Still Ill?
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Am I Still Ill? When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…. May 8, 2015. I voted Labour but it looks like we’re gonna get another round of Cameron in any case. Disappointing but I kind of saw it coming. May 13, 2015 at 10:27 am. May 20, 2015 at 7:25 am. Quite right Mick…and what’s even worse is I was out with three mental health service users recently and they had all voted Tory! Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. You a...
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Bloody Sunday | Am I Still Ill?
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Am I Still Ill? When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…. April 27, 2015. Not too bad a day yesterday. Was very fatigued and restless as usual, went out very early in the morning, travelled across London in search of an early breakfast, settled for a McDonalds in Denmark Hill or somewhere, ended up at South Ken, caught the tube back to Finsbury Park, was dozing off all the way, it was sooo uncomfortable. Don’t feel too much different without the abilify yet. At the end of the day when you a...
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The End Of An Era | Am I Still Ill?
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Am I Still Ill? When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…. The End Of An Era. April 29, 2015. Well, I saw the psych and I must say, he was pretty kind and caring, and spent a full hour with me and my care coordinator and a junior, talking over my options. He didn’t offend me this time lol. So I don’t feel so critical of him any more. Mind you I don’t seem to gain a lot of weight these days, nor do I lose much, if any. I am stably unhealthy and obese. Also went to enrol at Camden and Islingto...
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New Hope | Am I Still Ill?
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Am I Still Ill? When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…. April 25, 2015. Slept three hours…felt refreshed. But it’s not enough. 550am: I slept two more times! I got, in all probably about seven hours! Did I need it! I feel rested. My cold feels better. I’ll probably be OK to go to drama today and anything else I want to do. Yippee! Maybe , just maybe, I’m finally getting used to the abilify? OK That’s It. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public).
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Can’t Stop Eating! | Am I Still Ill?
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Am I Still Ill? When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…. Can’t Stop Eating! April 27, 2015. 8230;but have got to find a way. I FEEL diabetes in my bones and flesh…the prickling of the skin, the flushing of the face, the need to urinate, wounds that are sore and slow to heal, a cold that won’t clear up, and always the uncontrollable insatiable fucking hunger! I am facing chronic degenerative physical illness for the first time in my life and it doesn’t look good or feel good. You are commen...
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My Pathetic Life | Am I Still Ill?
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Am I Still Ill? When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…. May 7, 2015. No more Theo. I miss him already. Saw the consultant last week. I’m becoming an extremely high-maintenance patient. There’s always a problem with everything. Combo of olanzapine and prozac. Took it for a week and slept all the hours god sent which was , uh, a godsend. Fuck that. Stopped it, and am taking risperidone (I had some left in the cupboard) along with the prozac until I get to see the psych on Monday. You are co...